So I Wrote A Book!

I Was Depressed Too

I heard my cousin say she wanted to write a blog on depression. Said she wanted some way of helping others, or sharing her story, something to that effect but anonymously. But here I was laying listening to music, rereading my posts, then the thought hit me “you’ve suffered from depression too”. Hmm, I guessContinue

Unfamiliar Sounds

…today my voice spoke…

You are My Silencer

I woke up today testifying in church again. In my mind, duh, lol.  And I was again recounting the time You became known as The Lord my Silencer. Grade 12. The loudness inside my head. Before that day there was only one other time there was this much noise. I was outside church, after failingContinue

Purple Touched In My Safe Place

He was kind, He was gentle, He hugged soo tight, so lovingly, He smiled, He prayed. He was in the water when I went under. Old man died buried and crucified with Christ. Came up a new man. Came up to be tainted. He loved me, He loved me, He lusted me. Then he touched.Continue

I Was Loving You Wrong All Along

“If the world should end tomorrow, I love you..”

A Dead, Dead Man Walking

I’ve been baptized for years- baptized November 24, 2002- but I can’t say how long I’ve been saved or alive. I didn’t sleep walk through it but I wasn’t alive for most of it either. I didn’t just ‘go through the motions’ either, I, hmmm I was active but I was also mostly distracted. IContinue

Today I Walked a Tight Rope

“…I essentially lost my mind on a tight rope and found Jesus…”

In Another Life

Today I remembered this one time I’d used that phrase, “in another life”. I used that phrase for all the things I’d dreamed of being- like a brilliant dancer or an amazing vocalist- and all the things I should have never dreamed of being. You’ll see in a second what I mean. So today IContinue